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Self​-​Destruction (a love story)

from Spite by Caulfield Rebellion

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Well I've got something of a self-destructive complex
A desire, no a need, to break myself down
Every morning I'm chainsmoking these cigarettes in an attempt to destroy my lungs
And yes it makes me weaker, and fuck it kills my wallet but I don't think I deserve nice things
I fell from blind romantic to self-loathing misanthrope waiting for my habits to kill me

So you can try to save me if you think you can
I'm in a drunken stupor, waiting to drive you mad

Drinking hard, falling down, passing out on the ground
To me this is all that I deserve
Broken heart on my sleeve, oh baby look what I've done to me
Why am I surprised that you would leave?

I am a loser and a loner and a writer
I believe in freedom, I believe in anarchy
But sometimes waiting for this goddamn revolution I am filled with thoughts and fears and bad dreams
For the enemy outnumbers and outguns and most us freedom fighters, yeah, we'll die for our cause
Was it the thought of me dying for peace that scared you or was it just that you never cared at all?

So you can try to save me if you think you can
I'm in a drunken stupor, waiting to drive you mad

Drinking hard, falling down, passing out on the ground
To me this is all that I deserve
Broken heart on my sleeve, oh baby look what I've done to me
Why am I suprised that you would leave?

So yes it hurt to watch you go but I just wanted to let you know I'm not gonna destroy myself over you, not for you
No, if I'm gonna go it's gonna be on the day that we kill all the cops and blow up the banks
And my last and final words will be "we our free, we are free"

So you can try to save me if you think you can
I'm in a drunken stupor, waiting to drive you mad

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from Spite, released July 28, 2011

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Electric folk-punk rock from Miami, FL through Newark, DE and parts unknown.

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